So, I've been very down lately because the little people in my home for the last 2 plus years will be going back to their parent. We are all related, but they won't be living on my street, in my neighborhood, in my village, in my state. They will be far away from me, and I will worry about them. I don't know how I can even say bye bye. Heart wrenching, heart breaking, and yet, once they leave, I will be free to do lots of me things. That's me trying to look on the bright side because the real side is oh so sad.
The bright side says I will be free to not rush out of work and pick up babies, and dash home for meals, showers, homework, yelling, quiet, and night night, because tomorrow we get up and dash, and bustle, and hustle to do it all over again.
The bright side says I can go to the gym after work, and walk safely in a building with an indoor track because by the time I get off of work, the park I love is too dark, and I don't feel so comfortable walking in the park at night.
The bright side says that at a moments notice I can go to the beach and crack crab legs and stare at the ocean, and maybe shop a bit.
The bright says says that I can sleep in an hour or so later, and not have the morning rush to get it all together and still look cute when I get to where I'm going. Why, I can even go to Wednesday night bible study if I want, or stop in at one of the local restaurants for a leisurely dinner. Why, I might even Zumba! Who knows???!!!
The real side says I'm not in...
Peace
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